i shall declare that my b'dea be made into a schl hol!(oh wait, it already is...)

SituationYou are in a deep deep forest... as you walk on yousaw an old hut standing there
(1) What is the status of the door?(Opened/closed)-open
You enter the hut and see a table...

(2) What is the shape of the table?(Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)-oval
On top of the table there is a vase... in the vasethere is water.

(3) How much water is it filled up with?(Full/Half/Empty)-empty

(4) and what is the vase madeof?[(Glass/porcelain/clay)(metal/plastic/wood)]-porcelain
You walk out of the hut... as you carry on your walk in the forest... you see a waterfall from far...there is water running down...

(5) What is the speed of the water?(Choose a number ranging from 0 to 10)-7
Some time after the waterfall... you step on something hard on the ground... as you look down... you see glistening gold in colour. You bend down and pick it up... it is a keychain chained with keys...

(6) How many key /keys you see hanging on the keychain?(Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10)-3
You walk on and on... trying to find your wayout...suddenly you see a castle.

(7) What is the condition of the castle?(Old/new)-old
You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it...

(8) Will you pick up the jewel?(YES/NO)-yes
Next to the murky pool... there's another pool... with clear water and money floating on it...

(9) Will you pick the money?(YES/NO)-yes
Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit...you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside theexit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground.

(10) What is the size of the box?(small/medium/big)-medium

(11) What is the material of the box?(cardboard/paper/wooden/metal)-cardboard
There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box,

(12) What is the bridge made of?(metal/wooden/rattan)-wood
Across the bridge, there is a horse.

(13) What is the colour of the horse?(white/grey/brown/black)-brown

(14) What is the horse doing?(still and quiet/nibbling grass/running about)-running abt
OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming... some distance from the horse. You have 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?(ah u mad?...hide in teh box?)
(ii) run and hide>under the bridge?(yes...basic survival skill...
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?(i dunno how to ride and can u possibly run away from atornado in that? think not

Here are the interpretations(1) The door :opened door - you are a person who is willing to share closed door - you are a person who is keeping things to yourself(2) The table:Round/oval - any friends>that came along, you will accept and trust them completelySquare/rectangle - you are a bit more choosy on friends and only hangout with those whom you think areon the same frequencyTriangle - you are really very very picky aboutfriends and there are not many friends in your life3) Water in vaseEmpty - your life is not fulfilled Half filled - what you want in your life is half fullfilled Full - your life is completely fulfilled and good for you! (4) Material of vase:> glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile metal/plastic/wood - you are strong in your life (5) Flow of waterfall 0 - no sex drive at all 1 to 4 - low sex drive> >> 5 - average sex drive 6 to 9 - high sex drive 10 - gone case!!! super high sex drive!!! Can't live> without sex (6) Keys 1 - you have one good friend in your life 2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life 6 to 10 - you have a lot good friends (7) Castle:Old - shows that your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you New - your last relationship is good and it's still fresh in your heart. 8) The jewel from the murky pool water:> YES - when your partner is around you, you will flirt around with others NO - when your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time (9) The money from the clear water pool:> >> YES - even when your partner is not around you,>you> will still flirt around with others NO - even when your partner is not around, you will still think> of her and and will be loyal to her, not> flirting around with others 10) The size of the box small - low ego medium - average ego> big - high ego >(11) Material of the box (outlook of the box):> cardboard/paper/wooden(non-shining) - humble personality metal - proud and stuck up personality 12) The material of the bridge metal bridge - have very strong bond with your friends wooden bridge - average bond with your friends rattan bridge - you are not in good terms with your friends 13) Colour of the horse:> white - your partner is pure and good in your>heart grey/brown - your partner is only average in your heart black - your partner doesn't seem to be good in your heart and appears to be bad sign 14) Horse action still and quiet/nibbling grass - your partner is a very homely and humble person running about - your partner is a wild type person This the last but most important part of the test From how I ended the story... a tornado approaches What are you going do? There are only 3 options i) run and hide in the box? ii) run and hide under the bridge iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away What will you choose Now, the above is signified by these things tornado - problems in your life box - you> bridge - your>friends horse - your partner i) So if you choose the box, you keep your problems> to yourself whenever you are met with problems (ii) or if you choose the bridge, you will go to your friends whenever y! ou are m et problems iii) or lastly if you choose the horse, you seek your partner whenever your partner whenever you are met with problems

anyway, hol tml for polling day..woohoo!

just treat it taht the schl is giving me a hol 4 b'dea gift...lolz....

or i can act bigshot..

i shall declare my b'dea as a sch hol!

woohoo!

lolz.


haiz..18 le...so sianz...


./it's a gd day today.

this is soo amazing, that i have to blog this NOW!

well, today, im not service now cos my mum wants me to stop until after the prelims. so here i am at home.

well, soemthing anzing just happened this morning- for no reason wadsoever, my sister asked me how's city harvest
i was like: it's ok, why?
turns out she wants to attend church!

this is like soem miracle!

i dunno how, but it seems that god has touched her!

praise the lord!

yay!

./groundbreaking innit?

damage assessment

anyways.

today..hurting all over.scra[pped my kneee playing soccer.

body's aching all over.

tongue hurts like crap cos i bit it accidentally the other day.

and im damned tired cos i din get a gd nite sleep.

why?

cos i had a strage dream

i dreamt that me, janet, jayce and some guy whom i dont recognise(i presume to be a fren of jayce in the dream)

and then halfway while shopping, jayce says to me:'i think u shld see a psychaitrist'

and im lik :WTF?

and then janet goes like:' yah i think u shld too...u noe..ur insurance policy covers this expense u noe...'

and then proceeds to explain to me abt my insurance policy.

and im like...wait a min...how coem ur more familiar then me abt MY insurance plan....

(posible conclusion: she was also an insurance agent?'

then jayce leaves with the guy, leaving me with janet.

after which we (that's me and janet goes to this tore...and then janet says :"hey llook at that-it's a water based cream.

and im like: is there such a thing? and how do u tell teh diff?

weird dream...esp the psychiatrist thing..0_o

anyways, funny.

sinyi has expressed interest in wanting to noe abt XY...

lolz

./end

omaiwa joudan ja ne!

that means: U GOTTA BE KIDDING ME!

yah.

today. i dunno how this happened.
the 1st string snapped!

lol. that's like almost impossible lah!

gd thing no performance in teh end.

heng....

./end

just for today.

today...chem test on food chem.
damned easy lor.

like can ans every qn...
except for one...

how to test for tartrazine E102
(ans is use chromatography)
i was like thinking of chemical tests and i din noe wad tartrazine can react with..lolz...

anyways, i almost wanted to say: feed a hell lot of it to a kid and see if he runs up a wall or soemthing.

lolz.

physics lect..same ol stuff..
revision on statics qns...

sian..like stuff we do for fm...except alot simpler.

so din bother.

=P

prom nit payment is next fri.

thsi year is retro-spec...
theme is retro..urgh.

me just gonna go in formal wear.

retro is like O_o....

5th dec.

./end

short post

ok. short post cos gotta go back to muggin after this.

mon-was super high...duno why.

everyone was like wondering why i was so high on mon.

me included.

i was like laughing and giggling and practically dancing.

yeah...weird.

so weird that ms chan had to ask me:'anxian why u so high today?'

well i din noe...so i just said: oh, someone gave me a shot of prozac this morning.

wad's prozac u ask?

anti depressant.

anyways, me and huaming kena have to perform something for the next FMB tut.

cos we tied with 3 other grps to be lowest for teh linear spaces quiz.

sux...cos i phrased my ans such taht only i would understand.

but not my peer markers.

crap.

me prob goona like play endless rain or tears.

prob the former.

lolz


also, yesterday. CIP for all J2 classes for nat day.
my class was doing newspaper collection.

lolz...the truck was spposed to come at 1145.

we finished at 930.

since our area was so close to our schl(the main collection pnt), we and a few other classes in the same area decided to just bring the papers to the main collection in schl ourselves.

so we got off by 10.30.

happy.

anyways, my headset kena spoiled again..

sian...bought new headsets.


my cousin caisheng came over for tuition last night. he's preparing for PSLE.

and i was tutoring him.

but i guess i shld not be a pri schl tutor.

cos i forgot how to do it the pri schl method..can only teach him the sec schl method..that's simultaneos eqns..

also, the science qns...erm..me thinks i gave too much details...for a 2 mark qn....like overkill lor..

opps.

therefore i cannot teach pri schl. they'll be like:wTF he's doing?

=P

can only teach like emaths and a maths.

but let me tell u this. im proud to say that im very gd at teaching pple amaths.

exceedingly.

cos i was tutoring my classmate viknash back in sec sch..and im proud to say that i've tutored him so well, he went from flunking amaths to getting an A1....in some sense im proud of his achievement in that sense.

yes...so i've proven myself capable of tutoring amaths.

ok...so much for being brief.

./end

happy! =)

ok few things to be happy abt.

a...been 1 week since i felt anything fro her.

yay!


thinking abt it..i must have been mad...

WTF was i thinking?

*hen*

oh.

other things.

yesterday seniors farewell.

so touched lah...our juniors put in so much effeort.

and yah.

most of all im touched by John the new QM.

he made a wooden model footstool fro me.

so touched lah...

QMs forever.

T_T sooo touched.


and yesterday MF was like composing a poem for me...i'll do some translation at least for teh part i remember.

anxian, anxian

his heart in shambles...

thinking abt that time

looking at the back of soemone..

a fleeting shadow.


ok that was as far as i can rember or as gd i can trnaslate.(eh..MF may want to give me the full version.

anyways. im like >_<

hello?

can u see me now?

im so much happier this way.

i dun her in my life.

and least of all.

im not missing her anymore!

so for pity's sake!

stop this lah!

other stuff: yay! congrats to MILUBING for becoming Superband...meanwhile...sad for lucify...liked tehm..but that's the way it is... all the best!

anyways, enjoyed myself yesterday. sad to leave guitar.

today was city harvest's 17th anniversary.

at inddor stadium...so fun!

hahaz

and then yesterday i sent an email to her asking if she still wants to be frens...and she's ok.
yokata.

it's better this way.

./end- it's always a good day when god's around.

rejoice

the end is nigh.

tml...i will no longer be a guitarist.

i've already left my 'locker' for the next gen Qms.

ah so sad..

my time here in sa is ending.

sad.

also means that i will have to say godbye to her.

another sad thing.

at least im free now.no more guitar to bog me down.

and at least i can say that ive had the time of my life here in sa.

my life here in sa was eventful.

i've learnt to love...and to be rejected.

i've had so many things happen. it was a life filled with it's fair share of ups and downs.

and i've also found Him- the bringer of life.
indeed no one is here by chance


dun wanna go.

but i have to go.

that is the rule of life- nothing lasts forever.

speaking of which she wasn't here in sch today.

either she's sick or she din bother coming cos today she has no GP(she comes to sch on fri only for GP-cos she doesn't haev any other lessons on fri)

im sad.

anyway..forgot to say this. wed popped teh party popper invites taht our juniors made.

haaz. nice lor..

my message flew damned far...and hit dom in the head.

it was like *pop*

'ouch!wad is this...?'

lolz!

anxian =l=(0_0)=> dom

which if ur new to my blogging style..means anxian headshot dom...can refer to the old blog at frendster to check it out..if it's still there...

woot.

./wonder if she is going to go home late cos of rapture or FOP. prays for her continual safety and well being. prays that she takes care opf herself and that the lord will always bring her health.

updates

things that happened over the past 3 days.

tues- watched pirates of the caribbean..finally. so happy. damned fun...but pretty pointless plot.

had a dream of jayce again..this time watching her from a distance..much like how it is in real life.

wed-went home early cos we've stepped down as guitar! yay! finally- sat is senior farewell.
also went for chaplin's hr...which was a prayer meeting for CMW...SFC's stuff...and only my business cos im now a christian...but guess wad?

the only pple there were just me, wenlong...and the rest are all SFC members O_o.

im like...urgh...this is ssssssoooooooooooo akward.

asked charles victor and janet... and they pang sehed me...

>_<

so me and wenlong were like...erm shld we like..make ourselves scarce?

anyways. we din. cos aloy encouraged us to stay...

....

felt like a bunch of morons


saw weesiam on the bus yesterday.

he's not weird wad....then wad subing told me previously must be rubbish lor!

thurs

staying back for s paper now.

EMU~FOR MY DEAR~


totsuzen no deai e no kokoro kara no yorokobi to
"itsushika owaru kamoshirenai..." sonna kankaku ni obiete
soshite hitomi o mitsumeteta
nanimo wakarazu ni
dore dake no omoide mo yume no you na maboroshi de
itsumademo kawaru koto no nai tojikomerareta kimi ga iru
ima mo hitomi o mitsumeteta
nanimo kawarazu ni
te o nobaseba todoiteta hohoemi wa hakanakute
me o tojireba ude no naka de kieteiku kimi o
mou ichido dakitakute
ano toki, ano basho de deatta koto o wasurenai kara...
kaze no naka de odoru kimi no sugata wa
hikari ni tsutsumareteita
kimi dake o mitsumeteta
boku wa itsumademo mitsumeteta
ima mo kimi dake o mitsumeteru
nanimo kawarazu ni
te o nobaseba todoiteta hohoemi wa setsunakute
me o tojireba yume no naka e kieteiku kimi o
mou ichido dakitakute
ano toki, ano basho de deatta koto o wasurenai kara...
wasurenai kara...
-English Translation-
The joy from my heart at our sudden meeting says
"Maybe it'll be over before I know it..." those forebodings scare me (1)
And then I was gazing into your eyes
Without understanding anything
They're not forever changing, so how many phantoms,
Like memories and dreams, could you file away
And now I gazed into your eyes
Without changing anything
If I stretch out my hand, the smile I reach is fleeting
If I close my eyes, I want to hold
Your vanishing body once more in my arms
Because I can't forget that time, that place where we met...
Dancing in the breeze, your body
Was being enveloped in light
I was only watching you
I was forever gazing into your eyes
Even now I watch only you
Without changing anything
If I stretch out my hand, the smile I reach is pained
If I close my eyes, I want to hold
Your vanishing body once more in my dreams
Because I can't forget that time, that place where we met...
Because I can't forget...


SAIKAI~STORY~ GACKT
kasuka na hikari ni yobi samasarete
hakanai yume no kioku to kiesou na koe
toozakaru kako no zawameki wa
ima de wa mienai ano keshiki o utsushidashite yuku
soba de warau... kimi ga iru
sou... marude kinoo no koto no you ni oboeteiru yo
dare yori mo fukaku boku ni fureta sono manazashi o
wakachiau koto no yorokobi mo
kiseki no you na ano deai mo...
futari no omokage sae mo okizari ni shite kieteyuku
usureteyuku kioku no naka de
mou ichido dake dakishimetakute
setsunai kurai sakebitsuzukeru kimi no na o
koe ga nakunaru made
utsumuite furueru kimi o
kono ude de dakishimetakute
kono sekai no dare yori mo kimi o
mamoritai to kizuita kara
mou sukoshi de boku wa kieru kedo...
soredemo kimi dake wa hanashitaku wa nai
setsunai kurai kimi ni tsutsumareta ano hibi o
boku wa wasurenai
-English Translation-
A faint light calls me awake
The memory of a transient dream and a vanishing voice
Projecting that scene of the commotion
Of a receding past that's now lost
Nearby smiling... You are here
Yes... I completely remember it as if it were yesterday
That look that touched me more deeply than anyone else
And the pleasure of shared things
And that encounter that was like a miracle...
And only our image is deserted and disappearing
Inside of the fading memory
I want to hold you just one more time
Nearly painfully, I continue to shout your name
Until my voice is lost
You're hanging your head and trembling
I want to hold you in my arms
Because more than anyone else in this world
I realized I wanted to protect you
In a little while longer I'll disappear but...
Still I never want to let you go
Nearly painfully, I won't forget the days
That I enveloped you


./end-loves gackt...loves alice nine and gazette even more!