final boss battle.

so DSTA sent me a letter. they are processing my request so im under pending. they want to look at my A level results b4 deciding.

that means that my results this fri will determine if i get to fight the final boss battle.

the interview with the CEO of DSTA.

pray for me.

anyways. my dad is back...after 24 hrs in Sri Lanka. 1st thing in the morning he was like: i dun feel so well, im coming back.

next day he comes back home...lolz.

and yeah

thinking abt creating a team for CS. actually skill will not matter in my team. rather i'll try to implement things like flanking, C3 and other stuff.

i.e: tactical play rather than skill alone.

still trying to come up with gd team dynamics. for example the balance of assualt vs snipers.

was talking abt it with Charles yesterday.

well, i guess we should wait till we get our 4 members b4 continuing. see wad our 4 members can do.

so we'll wait.

ooo...

A level results in a few hrs, so exciting. yesterday saw mr wong while going for BS(he was going home). he has been sleepless over it.he was like: i saw 3 SA students today, dunno if that's a gd sign or bad. im like more worried than u guys are lah.hahaz. anyways, if my prediction is not off, chances are the 3 students are me, the other two being sinyi or any other former SFC member. im thinking jayce. as for me,i have been having pleasant dreams. i know i'll do pretty decently. but will i get 4 As for DSTA? will i get a distinction for my S paper? we willknow in a while.
we will know shortly

./end
wish me luck!

READY STEADY GO-larc en ciel
(kanji)
READY STEADY CAN'T HOLD ME BACK
READY STEADY GIVE ME GOOD LUCK
READY STEADY NEVER LOOK BACK
LET'S GET STARTED READY STEADY GO

吹き飛んでゆく風景　転がるように前へ
苦し紛れでも　標的はもう見逃さない

あてにならない地図　焼いてしまえば良いさ
埋もれた真実　この掌でつかみ取ろう

夢中で-早く-駆け抜けて来た
うるさいくらいに張り裂けそうな鼓動の高鳴り
響いて-呼んで-いる君の声
ここで立ち止まるような時間は無いさ
READY STEADY GO

数えきれない傷　抱え込んでいても
ちょっとやそっとじゃ　魂までは奪わせない
あの丘の向こうで　君に出逢えたなら
何から話そう　そんな事ばかり思うよ

夢中で-早く-駆け抜けて来た
うるさいくらいに張り裂けそうな鼓動の高鳴り
響いて-呼んで-いる君の声
ここで立ち止まるような時間は無いさ
READY STEADY GO

READY STEADY CAN'T HOLD ME BACK
READY STEADY GIVE ME GOOD LUCK
READY STEADY NEVER LOOK BACK
LET'S GET STARTED READY STEADY GO

心は-走る-あの空の下
空回りする気持ちが叫び出すのを止められない
君まで-届け-きっと後少し
熱く日差しが照らすこの道の向こう
READY STEADY GO
PLEASE. TRUST ME.

(translation)
READY STEADY CAN'T HOLD ME BACK
READY STEADY GIVE ME GOOD LUCK
READY STREADY NEVER LOOK BACK
LET'S GET STARTED READY STEADY GO
Sceneries being blown away seem to whirl in front of me
Even if I get desperate, I won't overlook my target anymore
An unreliable map should be burnt
I'll grasp onto the buried truth with my hands
I came running frantically -hastily-
The throb of my heartbeats feels deafening enough to burst
Your voice is echoing -shouting-
There's no time to be like standing still here
READY STEADY GOEven if my countless wounds get hugged
For a moment and gently, I won't let my soul get taken
On the other side of that hill, if I met you
I'd only think about what to start talking from
I came running frantically -hastily-
The throb of my heartbeats feels deafening enough to burst
Your voice is echoing -shouting-
There's no time to be like standing still here
READY STEADY GOREADY STEADY CAN'T HOLD ME BACK
READY STEADY GIVE ME GOOD LUCK
READY STREADY NEVER LOOK BACK
LET'S GET STARTED READY STEADY GOMy heart -runs- underneath that sky
I can't stop my idle feelings from crying out
Surely I'll -reach- you in a little while
The sunlight shines hotly across this path
READY STEADY GO
PLEASE. TRUST ME.

bbq yesterday

yup, had bbq yesterday.

fun.

went back a lil early tho hahz.
./end

short post today

stuff that happened today

well, did a heck lot of processing of the membrane and freeze thaw cycles of samples so i had a lot of free time.

charles just came back from japan and was on MSN. chatted with him for a while.

oh yes, yesterday there was this irritating couple from ITE who made alot of noise . esp the gal who was giggling like nobodie's business. that was on the way to NUS. after work i saw them again. took 97 instead just to avoid them.

./end

finally some real lab work.

did a lot of pipetting cos we were making the electrophoresis gel...didn't know it was SSSOOOOOOO.....time consuming. yucks.

have to prepare a resolution gel, then still got some other gel u have to prepare...

then each has to take 30mins plus to set...

really admire those pple who made tons of those stuff for those life science courses. if you are one of them, i salute you.

but it was interesting. learn a bit of stuff.

ok- boh liaoh questionaire:

Year 2001
How old were you?
12-going to 13

Where did you go to school?
CSS

Where did you live?
Jurong West

Where did you hang out?
fren's house or jurong pnt

How was your hair style?
rice bowl style-eeee


Did you wear braces?
nope

Did you wear glasses?
yeah-brown and plastic ones too

How many tattoos did you have?
0

How many piercings did you have?
0

What car did you drive?
...wad 12 year old drives a car?

What was your favorite band/group:
i dunno...no particular grp at that time...not very into music then

Worst fear?
Screwing up my exams

Gotten drunk?
nope

Had you been to a real party yet?
Nope..

Had your heart broken?
Nope. my radar wasn't turned on as of that time if u understand wad im trying to say

**HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE
NOW !!!!!** (ok)

_______________________________________
___

2007

How old are you?
18- 19

school?
no school wadsoever....BMT training school? hopefully SAFTI Officer Cadet School...hopefully.

Where do you live?
still jurong west

Where do you hang out?
church and fren's place and other areas...



Do you have braces?
nope.

Do you wear glasses?
well it's still plastic...at least it's blue now


Still talk to any of your old
friends?
most definitely

Who is your celebrity crush?
MANA! ok kidding. no.

How many piercings do you have?
well still a clean record

How many tattoos?
none!

What kind of car do you have?
no car...-_-

What is your favorite band/group?
Hide with spread beaver,X japan,Gazette, Alice 9, Dir En Grey in order of preference.

What is your biggest fear?
of rejection


Have you gotten drunk?
STILL NO!

Have you been arrested since if so
how many times total?
well 0. again

Has your heart been broken?
a few times yes



./end

sesame st spoof

ok went out to damiens house today!

yes, i visited him today!

and we had a lot of fun!

welll....altho one part did touche a nerve...

the card game of bluff...

and pple started using Js instead of saying Jacks....Js of cos sounds a lot like u should know wad...which makes me a bit ....then damien says...Js...that spelt Jace?

-_-

JAYCE!

arghhhh!!!!!

why does that name keep haunting me like a ghost...

this was not spposed to happen....

someone is making a joke here....


it's like im expecting aston kutcher to pop out and say hehe gotcha with a life where pple will keep repeating that name.

anyways, turned out the most honest one, wenlong won bluff! gosh! silent killer!


then for indian poker we played, the punishment was eating the left of the lou hei.

well, 4 guys eating louhei...and they found me eating it at an incredible speed.

royston commented that the must be a shreader inside my stomach...actually no...
it's a black hole wahahha.

anyways, photo taking and we did a lot of crazy poses. funny tho. when we did the "model" pose(Zoe's idea, i decided was thinking wad pose to do, and then i thot about bsome of the visual kei poses i seen, esp with the head, so i visualised exactly that a pose of Mana in french maid uniform. and it turned out pretty good. at leats that wad others say...

damien took a look at the shot and said:woah look at anxian, the others agreed...ok...rite...


maybe i'll get the photos next time to show.


speaking of which...

i've recieved some comments from my frens about my blog. these include:
1-should update more often
2-more pictures

ok...

i will update more often for u my frens out there.

and have pictures if i take them (rare)



./end

reunion

went back to sajc today.

saw my teachers saw my kuniors :)

the teachers i saw were in the folowing order

Mr NG(still has a lag injury)
Mr Lim-he was dressing up as an ang bao...lolz
Mr kan
Mr chan
Mr lam
Mdm leong

anyways, i saw sharon, and then i called her name...but she couldn't see me and was like looking around for the person who called....prob was seh was searching the upper levels and not her own level...lolz....i think she gotr kinda freaked out from her facial expression...cos it's like someone's calling you, but the person is like...nowhere..

then i walked up to her and said:"sharon!"

lolz...

i was LMAO. she said:not funny.

ok fine

but i still find it funny as hell..

hahahz
./end

finally....

finally did something that's not data analysis. did weighing and loading micropipette tips into their boxes...kinda reminded me of those hydra rockets on them apaches....

oh well, back to data again...:(

./end

freaky!

ok went for NTU talk today.

aerospace engione looks very promising. but went to triple e as well to check out.

saw ashly
saw sm and xueli...lolz

then decided to phone Xy to tell her.

then she told me that it was a miracle call cos b4 that her camera was dead...thne it came alive the moment i called. after i stopped the call, Xy smsed me to say her camera just died...lolz

that's so freaky!

anyways. the prof giving the speech for EEE was the one in the NTU video


lolz...for Qand A i wanted to ask him: does ur knowledge comr from ur mustache?

lolz
./end

there is a forbiden word...

i shall declare that the will be one word that is forbiden at least when ur around me.

you should noe wad it is. those who dun dun bother asking. it's for ur good.

anyways. today i finished work early soi went to meiji but it was soo crowded..cant move at all!

so sian..cannot buy anything.

waste my money waste my time.

then went to get the samsung printer fixed.

poor service generally. not gonna talk much abt it.

went to help my sis get green tea and then went to library. borrowed some manga. on the way i think i saw jacqueline...not sure myself. not very close to her anyways so din bother.

saw this lady who kinda reminded me of jayce. i guess that's how she'll grow uo to look like.

anyways. i saw sinyi on the way back. her work ended and was on her way home wheb i saw her. i crept behind her and...BOO!

gave her a scare lolz...

she almost choked on an octopus from old chang kee lolz....

then we talked abt a few things

then she asked me abt my love life..which is zilch...

then she talked abt jayce. abt how she's in schl everyday. as expected she's now a COR mentor.
not that it matters to me....

but these kinda things sure get into my psyche....

just a few days ago XY said she believes that i still have feelings for jayce. u noe wad?

i dunno. im quite sure i got over it. but i cant be sure. not after that strange dream. and random thots i get.

like while bathing i thot abt how as i expected jayce is now a COR mentor and all, how she's helping in Life concert. then i thot of wad would happen if i were with her.

valentine's day she will be at SAJC helping with Life concert. if i were with her, i would undoubtedly be there too. and even tho it would be an unconventional valentine's day but i would be happy just to be with her. didn't matter wad we were doing. since they'll be late...i'll prob make a bento of sorts for her. and we can eat together...eating under the starlight...it will be romantic in a different way. and then i realised. why do i even think abt this? i dun even love her anyways. all the things pple keep talking abt jayce to me...it's getting to my psyche. darn it.

angry.

they say there is a fine line between hatred and love. maybe there is. ok. i DUN hate jayce per se. i just kinda have this natural repulsion force to her these days. it's like..im jayce phobic or something...if there's such a thing.

anyways she's complaing that she wished to see more of OJ. but that's not how it's turning out for sinyi...hahz.

all i can say is, in life, not everything goes the way u plan it to be.



./end...angry

DSTA sure is different

yeah. DSTA scholarship assessment test today...and it's largely roleplaying...im spposed to be some guy called Jo...lolz...feel as if i enroled for a drama scholarship instead of an engineering one...not that it's bad.

it was highly amusing.....for me at least.

the tests are the following

1-talk to and advice a fellow co-worker gerry.
2-reply to emails and report about ur team's plan for the next FY...lolz....as well as be mentor for students in SRP
3-presentaion...abt a qn they ask.
mine was abt what u wanna do if u got a grant?

i decided on doing armaments...

hahz

now abit the tired

talk abt it tml..

:P

./end

home office!

haha...very satisfied today...did 4 sets of exp analysis...more than yesterday!
i also had some time to actually take a nap whilst waiting for new assignments t come in.
hahhz

contacted victor. he wants me to destroy the disc. instead of wanting me to return it. he wants me to break it...

looks like she broke his heart or something.
0_o

oopppzzz...

but anyways im gonna make a shruiken outta it! yay!


./end....

1st day of work

ok wad can i say...

work was quite slack....altho fcaing com teh whole day..and doing stuff but was quite slack...

was listening to music while i did my stuff..hahahz.

anyways, so i took a few breaks today. and my supervisor was like: u dun need to sit in front of teh com all day. u can take a rest hahaz....

well tml im gonna work from home instead..cos i dun really need to do lab stuff yet. just doing data analysis for now.

anyways..i worked for quite a long period and then my laptop died on me...

looks like it's also asking for a rest too...hahaz...

gonna cont later at home.

anyways, victor was spposed to give me the cd containing thxgiving videos...instead he gave me a cd with photos of him and sharon...wad the...

pls keep ur personal things better!

personal things like these should never end up in the hands of others!

seriously..take better care of ur stuff....

hope he gets it back soon.
./work work...