zao xia

oh man...i a lil zao xia already.

thur prayer meeting
fri life concert
sat service
a bit lah...

it was worse on fri after life concert.

mind's been trying to play with me for a few days.

pops up images of jayce and thots of her periodically.

i swear there's a spyware/adware installed in my OS.

need a pop-up blocker.
gggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

anyways.

i only knew abt life concert liek on fri itself!
i happen to see caleb online while i was at work so talked to him a while:

"hey ur caleb from SFC rite?"

"yeah...u are...?"

"anxian lah!'

'CRAP!"


1st time seeing him for so long and teh first words he says to me are CRAP.

how anti-climatic.

anyways he asks me if i can make it for life concert at 6 that day.

gee taht was like in 3hrs

anyways, got there, saw many of my teachers and juniors..but not caleb
>_<

late!

called charles. he was at macritchie.when i told him

came down in 13mins

amazing

even earlier than caleb.

anyways, i called caleb and he told me not to wiat for him.

ok.

we then got tix from fron and went in
:)

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new revelation!

ok i was just getting outta my lab for a water break. my hands were freezing cos the aircon was blasting and it was raining. fortunately i got gloves. also happens that i was talking to a few pple abt romantic love..well cos they were exping it,. not as if i got any gd exp but still. yes. anyways pnt was i was thinking abt analogy with my current situation. let's assume the things u have to do in ur goals in ur life is the work ur trying to complete on a laptop. and the world you live in is a freezing cold lab like the one im in. it's cold. and your fingers gradually become so cold that u find it difficult to go on. the cold represents the emotional feelings.

now having a BGR is like having a gal hold on to one of ur hands. it's now warmer and u feel half as miserable. but here's the thing. with one hand being held by her, u only have one hand left to work. so it impedes ur work.

and then i got myself a bottle of hot water.
and i had a relevation(of sorts).

god is like a combination of three things(ok, i mean, yeah since god comes in the form of father spirit son yeah?)

ok. 1-the holy spirit is like a bottle of hot water. if ur cold, u can drink it to feel warm. in fact ,touching it is warm by itself. and if ur thirsty u can drink some more water...

2-the son, jesus, will be like a pair of gloves. they keep you warm and protect you from the coldness. while teh hot water can reheat ur hand, it does not protect one from coldness yah?

3- the father, will be like a supervisor who cares for you enuf to bring you the bottel of water(the holy spirit), the father to you. he also answers your prayers.
and provides for you all you need.

of cos this analogy is not perfect.

but you know, just something to think abt.

not really a revelation in the strictest sense.

yeah, back to com work.

been doing a lot of pipette practice these few days.

gosh had to tell teh difference between 2 droplets i pipetted.
"are they the same?"

gee, 2 10 micro litre drops....i seriously cant tell teh diff.

too noob.

peishi has enuf exp to tell tho.

and i cant seem to get consitent measurments.

so i kept trying.

my hands were tremblng..my eyez were crossed....

4 hrs.

half a pack of 0.2 thermo tubes

3 boxes of 10 microlitre pipette tips

2 preparations of dilute tritan x solutions later

and still not any better
darn


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i screwed up again.

crap.

cg meeting.

spposed to play guitar to accompany royston for i believe

kena jam
again
crap
need to get used to playing in front of an audience

./end

screwed....

ok...i screwed up...big time.

the flow cyto test on tues was screwed cos i forgot to adjust PMT 4 voltage. so all my resulst were rendered useless!

arghhh...

redo..then becos it was so rushed...i had to stick to a one hr slot...and in teh ned took too much time, and ate into the other guy's time :(

so paiseh.

anyways, wouldn't ahve taken so long if not for sample no. 28.

that thing later came out to be clear...ie: no cellS!

no wonder no results.

anyways
i was so blur.

i thot today was prayer meeting(that's actually next week)
lolz.

neraly went to expo..hahaz. until i called zoe and found out that it was next week

lucky

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final boss battle

ok. so final boss battle over.

had the last round of selection. dunno how i did. they ask the run-off-the-mill questions. i have the suspicion that by now it's more or less confirmed already. cos they ask the smae things as the 1st interview. so i guess it prob is.

now to wait 4 mnths for results.(prob) im guessing 4 since they prob want to coincide with like SAF scholarships and also to annouce the winners of the scholarship together.

it's gonna be a long 4 mnths.

haiz...

michelle, my sis fren apparently has a wonderful imagination.

she was like: are u gonna work like in teh pentagon, are you gonna get like a special codename..?etc. to which my reaction was a mix of O_o and -_-lll

so it's....O_-lll?

think she watches too many spy flicks...

lab today. did the flow cyto for a very long time. did staining too.

had lunch at sc canteen cos it was raining. took jap food cos it had no queue.

bad idea. i always wondwered how can jap food go wrong
lots apparently.
1- unagi salty as heck
2-miso soup is so diluted
3-rice:not fragrant-and no taste
4-pickled...dunno wad...looks like pickled ginger, tastes like pickled cucumber
shld i trust my eyes or my tastebuds?
benji says it could be a cucumber ginger hybrid...

-_-lll

./end
avoid...sc canteen...at all..costs...

free sauna

ok, so i went back to SAJC to get back my testimonial from my teacher. had to go there super early....cos after taht had to go back to work. fortunately, i didn't bump into a particular someone. and managed to get out on time.

a successful retrieval(i hope)!

anyways, it rained so the bus i was on, 151, had all it's windows shut. now here's the problem.

it was super crowded and super stuffy and hot. it started misting on the INSIDE! driver had to use a clothe to wipe the windscreen from the inside.and super slow too. the bus behind overtook us, and from wad i could see, it wasn't misting from inside.

drats

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funny jap advertisements

(parody of 24)

freeze thaw cycle.

lab today was frozen over...

it's darn cold!

frozen myself in there gee. had to go out to thaw when i couldn't take it anymore.

anyways, peishi is telling me to take next week off.

cos apparently i managed to arrange teh data so quickly, she has yet to look through it. since there is nothing to do next week at all, she's telling me to take next week off, during which she will look through the data.

1 week...just nice for me to do all my uni application and stuff.

wee.

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Metal gear awesome!

hahahz...parody of MGS1...by egoraptor, on Flash. someone uploaded it onto youtube. hilarious stufff...hahahz.

anyways, friday's outing, we had a lot of fun having dinner , a very lil bit of arcade and bowling. we were playing some squad shooter game for the arcade. something with soem bipedal tanks. gee we kept getting chopped up by the final boss which is always teh bipedal tanks. hhaz. we sucked. worst part is 2 of the 4 pple playing were already in NS. hahaxz.

anyways, i noticed the bipedal tanks from the start, and i was telling samuel, hey look, a bipedal tank! u thinking wad im thinking?

togther:"metal gear?!" in that tone taht solid snake used in MGS1 when he was talking to the DARPA chief. wahahhaz.

anyways, when they put the section for choosing ur callsign, samuel went to put his as snake, a throwback to MGS itself. i choose mine randomly.

but lolz. gee, we really sucked. when we looked at teh stats after the game, we found ourselves to be...noob.
hahahz

i din really bowl cos i was already coughing like mad, but i watched anyways. 1 round tho, royston wanted me to help him to bowl. but since i wasn't wearing any bowling shoes(din rent them, i decided to crawl on the ground. lolz. that like made everyone like WTF?! 0_o....hahahhaz

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the results.

ok here's teh results.
physics -A, with spaper distinction
maths 9233-A
F maths 9234-B
chem-B
GP-C5 :(

yup. so it's not too bad...nopt toogd either.

yeesh

i told my GP tutor: sorry mr Koh, i've let you down.
then he was like: it's ok, ur GP grade is not reflective of ur true capabilities. i think ur style of writing is too experimental, too advant garde. usually essays like this can either score very well, or very bad. it just so happens thatit din turn out well. but u have a cetain flaire, just taht the marker din recognise it tahts' all...

ok i hope so.

he went on to say is houldn't have any problems with teh El proficiency test. hope so

anyways, from wad mr koh said, i can prob deduce a few things.

im too weird in my essays. it's either downright brilliant of totally distasteful.
this time it left a bad after taste in the marker's palette. too bad it's not like im some big shot chef and they're liek connosiers and wadnot.

"you dun like my food dun come here!"

then chase them out hahaz

ok kidding.

anyways, dunno how my schl did cos i went ther late with my class. we noe principal will say some stuff...duin care. we just want out results and get the hell outta there.

and yes, i saw jayce yesterday. wearing a pink shirt. looks quite different from previously.

anyways pnt is, i was just walking and AGAIN i hear a anxian...dunno who said it, turned and it was jayce.

"how did you do?"

"ARRRGHH! i got ABBA ARGGGHHH! i screwed up!"

"hahaz, that's ok, i only got a ABC"

that was it(pathetic convo yes.)

but u noe. it's funny. cos it's kinda nice that things have become well...normal. cos i can look her in teh eye and not feel anything anymore. hahaz.

my chem tutor is a tad disappointed. he thinks thati could have done better for my chem, but he says it's ok anyways cos with this i shld be able to get to aerospace like i wanted.

i half expected my sis to mock at me for my B in chem. she once said that if i dun get a A for Chem, it'll prob be bcos i was distracted by jayce who was sitting beside me for chem. eeesh. cos that's not true. but i still screwed up chem shit.


anyways

sinyi quite sad.
she got C for chem an dshe was teaching chem in SA too. hahz. then she said she have no face to see them lolz.

yeah. went out with frens later after results.

./end-had a blast of a time