dreams can make me mad

i think im going insane.

it's like ive been dreaming of HER very often in my sleep these days. it's wierd

but the weirdest dream i have as of recent history is that of xingrui singing "to feel the fire" by gackt...in class. i just went like WTF!

anyway, i shall reveal this secret dream that i had when i was in sec2...it involves her0. in the dream she was changing in the guys toilet. i din noe that so i went in to change then i saw he in teh toilet changing. abt to ask her why the hell she was in the guy's toilet when i realised one thing.

in the dream she was a guy!

i just went like: WTF!?

i tell u, alll the strange dreams i have cant be gd for me...

gackt-oasis
yukkuri to yo ga akeru made kimi o dakishimeteta
nanimokamo ushinau made kizukazu ni yasuragi ni oboreteta
"itaisa..."
izen no jibun nara kutsuu ni kao o yugamaseteta
ima nara kono itami ni sae yasashisa o oboeru
eien ni maboroshi ni dakareru yori
hitotoki de mo jiyuu o erabu
tsubasa o hiroge sora e habataite
yakareru mae ni taiyou ni nare
kaze yo fuke... sora e michibiite
kimi no subete o ubawareru mae ni
tooi kako ni ikitsuzukeru utsuroge na kimi ga iru
itsumademo ugokanai no nara kirisakarereba ii
sashinoberu kono ude o tsukameru nara hitorikiri demo
kimi wa mada waraeru
kousa o abite sora e maiagare
tsuyoku kagayaku taiyou ni nare
kaze ni nore... ryoute o hirogete
kimi no subete o kowasaru mae ni
furueru kimi
dare no tame ni ikiru no?
"mitsukeru tame..."
subete o shinjite
tsubasa o hiroge sora e habataite
yakareru mae ni taiyou ni nare
kaze yo fuke... sora e michibiite
kimi no subete o ubawareru mae ni
kousa o abite sora e maiagare
tsuyoku kagayaku taiyou ni nare
kaze ni nore... ryoute o hirogete
kimi no subete o te ni ireru tame ni



-English Translation-
Until the night slowly ended, I was embracing you
Until I lose everything, without noticing I was being drowned in silence
"It's painful... "
If it had been my former self, my face would have been distorted in agony (1)
If it's now, even this pain remembers kindness
More than eternally embracing an illusion
In a moment I'd choose freedom
Unfold your wings and take off into the sky
Before you're burned, become the sun
Blow, oh wind... It guides you into the sky
Before your whole self is taken away
Continuing to live in the far off past is your hollow self
If you're forever unmoved, you should be torn to pieces
If you can seize my outstretched arms, then even if you're alone
You can still smile
Bask in the golden sands and soar into the sky
Become the brilliantly shining sun
Ride the wind... Spread both of your hands
Before you're entirely broken down
You're shivering
Who do you live for?
"In order to discover..."
Believe in everything
Unfold your wings and take off into the sky
Before you're burned, become the sun
Blow, oh wind... It guides you into the sky
Before your whole self is taken away
Bask in the golden sands and soar into the sky
Become the brilliantly shining sun
Ride the wind... Spread both of your hands
In order to entirely find yourself


anyway...i feel dead today. dun ask why. i just feel restless and without energy. urgh.

also i have to come up with a design for the shoe idea....in 2 days..woot, im screwed.
haiz...damned tired. dun blog le.not today.

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zzzz...