watashiwa baka desu

hate myself

ahet myself for liking her, hate myself for feeling this way, hate myself fro who i am, hate myself for what i've done, hate myself for everything

just kill me.

anyway, seems liek she doesn't noe...yet. gd.

funny tho...i left a drawing...a similar one hanging arnd. she din notice..haha...

anyway, went arnd saying' watashiwa BAKA desu.

cos i felt miserable when i couldn't talk to her...altho she was just sitting behind me for fm lect and i wnet for dinner with her grp of frens...(1 of them invited me)

but i did nothing, but sit in a corner...sighing away.

my ability of stealth is coming back.

just scared darryl afetr coming in from the front door.

ha said: why do u always pop out of nowhere?

do i?

wad am i gordon freeman or the g man?

it's not like i teleport here and there

weird.

./end