bernoulli's trial

Gackt-Maria

sabitsuita kyoukai no maria ni inori o sasage
hikari mo ubawarete furueru koto mo yurusarenai mama
hitomi o tojiru koto sae wasureteshimatta shounen wa
tekubi no tsumi no ato o kakushitsuketeiru

(At a church's rusted Maria, offer up a prayer
The trembling that even steals away the light will not be forgiven
Even if you close your eyes, the completely forgotten boy
Will continue concealing traces of his sin on his wrists)

kuchiteyuku hahaoya no nakigara ni tsubuyakitsuzuke
te ni shita hanataba mo kako no sugata o nakushiteshimatte
yasashii sono menazashi wa kegare no nai shoujo no mama
kawaranai jikan dake o mitsumeteiru

(Keep whispering to your mother's rotting corpse
And lose the bouquet you're holding and your past form
That gentle look is like that of an innocent girl
Only looking at the unchanging time)

"itami nado nai kara... mou nakanaide..."
"yasuragi ga hoshii nara... nozomi toori ni kanaeteageru kara..."
"kowaku wa nai kara... soba ni oide..."
"kegare nado nai mama... kimi no subete o ubatteageru kara..."
ima wa dare ni mo kimi dake wa sukuenai kara
saa me o tojite

("There is no pain... don't cry anymore..."
"If you want peace... I'll grant it as you've wished..."
"There is no fear... come close..."
"So that you can be untainted... I'll take it all away from you..."
Now there is no one else who can save you
There now, close your eyes)

"itami nado nai kara... mou nakanaide..."
"yasuragi ga hoshii nara... nozomi toori ni kanaeteageru kara..."
"kowaku wa nai kara... soba ni oide..."
"kegare nado nai mama... yasashiku nemuri ni tsukeba ii"

("There is no pain... don't cry anymore..."
"If you want peace... I'll grant it as you've wished..."
"There is no fear... come close..."
"So that you can be untainted... gently go to sleep here")

"kurushiku wa nai kara... mou nakanaide..."
"nigerare wa shinai kara... kimi no subete o yurushiteageru kara..."
"owari wa nai kara... soba ni oide..."
"kegare nado nai mama... kimi no subete o ubatteageru kara..."

("There is no anguish... don't cry anymore..."
"Don't run away... I'll forgive you for everything..."
"There is no end... come close..."
"So that you can be untainted... I'll take it all away from you...")

boku ga itsumademo kimi no koto wasurenai kara
saa me o tojite

(I'll never forget about you
There now, close your eyes)


interesting- a christian song...so says the page i copied this from...how highly interesting

anyway, let me tell u something...

i think of operation : baker as a bernoulli's trial.

wad's that u might ask- it's a test where there are only two possible outcomes(it's under stats if u are wondering). i asked sinyi for my probability or wad she thinks is teh probability.

she said 0.7....
i was like: 'wad? 0.7 %, so bad r?'
'no lah, 0.7 as in against 1....'
oh....
i.e 70%

but personally, i think it's more like 45%.

so i take average lah...for now...
hm...

let event X be teh guessed percentage of success.
P(X=70%) = 1/2
P(X=45%)=1/2

E(X)=35 + 22.5= 57.5%
var(X)= E(X^2)-[E(X)^2]...

ok...enuf of stats.

meanwhile, lucky for me.
bought containers... 1 large cookie jar..and two lunchboxes(came together). one will contain teh mua chees and teh vit c. the other...i have no idea wad to do abt it. prob is , my mother saw it. i have to say that im using it to contain lunch. lucky part?

my mum did not get any wiser abt operation: baker.
phew.

7 days left...haiz.

borrowed a blazer...using it this fri for presentation.

not going for lesssons. :P

but...i also wont get to see HER... :( most prob...

my circuits are shot out..unfortunately. haiz.

./end