*lovesick b@$+@Rd*

mizerable-gackt

Ki zukanai furi wo shite
Chiisana mado kara tooku wo mitsumeteta
Sora ni hirogaru tenshi no koe
Kaze ni dakarete
Hitomi ni utsuru zawameki wa nannimo kikoenakute
Tadaima wa "amai toki no itazura da" to
Sora ni tsubuyaita
Mawaru, mawaru... okizari ni sareta jikan no naka de watashi wa ima
Les miserables
Ai shisugita anata ga kabegiwa no mukou de
Sotto waratteru
Todokanai kono omoi dake... toiki ni nosete
Tsumetai kaze wo abinagara
Kurikaesu yoru ni omoi wo egaiteta
Sotto kuchizusamu merodi wa
Toki ni kizamarete kieru
Nido to modorenai kanashimi wa wasurerarenakute
Ima mo yureru omoi ni somaru koto dekinai karada ga
Kowaresou de...
Hitorikiri no kanashimi wa doko ni yukeba kieru
"Wa ta shi ni a su wa a ru no..."
Mawaru, mawaru... okizari ni sareta jikan no naka de watashi wa ima
Les miserables
Ai shisugita anata ga kabegiwa no mukou de
Sotto waratteru
Les miserables
Fukaku fukaku ochite iku wasure kaketa yume no naka de watashi wa ima
Les miserables
Ai shisugita anata ga kabegiwa no mukou de
Sotto waratteru
Todokanai kono omoi dake... toiki ni nosete
Todokanai kono omoi dake... toiki ni nosete

-- (English translation) --

Pretending not to notice,
I gazed far outside a small window.
The voice of an angel fills the sky,
Embraced by the wind...
The noise reflected in your eyes can't hear
a thing.
Now it's just "a trick of sweet time"
I whispered to the sky
Around and round... In the time left behind, I am
now,
Les miserables!
I loved you too much and you are now on the other side of the wall,
Laughing softly...
My feelings will never reach you... I'll put them in a sigh
Bathed in the cold wind,
Imagining these feelings night after night..
The melody I hum softly ,
Is etched in time and disappears.
I can't forget the sadness that will I can never go back.
Even now I can't dye myself with these swaying emotions, and my body
Is about to break...
Where can I go so that the sadness of being
alone will disappear?
"I h a v e t o m o r r o w......"
Around and round, In the time left behind, I am now:
Les miserables.
I loved you too much and you are now on the
other side of the wall,
Laughing softly
Les miserables
Falling deeply into an almost forgotten dream, I
am now:
Les miserables.
I loved you too much and you are now on the
other side of the wall,
Laughing softly...
My feelings will never reach you... I'll put them
in a sigh (x2)


i swear all this listening to x japan and gackt is not gd for me. i guess the way i feel abt such situations is largely formed by these songs.

haiz....depressed...

more talking to myself" nani-o-stearu"

first thing in morning, got to schl, saw her, then she was like: hi! wad's with the outfit?"

u c i was in blazers and all...

so i told her i have a competition.

she never said anything, just smiled and continued talking to her phone

anyway, later we figured that we needed an extension chord. so we were panicking. just when all hope was lost, SHE came along...with an extension chord! this must be some sort of miracle, so i went ahead and asked for it.

anyway, later i smsed her "thx alot for teh extension cable, u saved our team. tell ma when ur free, i'll treat u to something..." it was wad i called my "chance". how to be secret abt wanting to ask her on a date of sorts...ok....just ask her out lah...but in any case i never got any reply so i presume mission failure.

T_T

anyway, so the bus never came cos the driver got so pissed with the rjc security that he forgot abt the rest of us! argh! so 4 of us take cab, other 4 follow ms wong...the 4 of us with ms wong went to my house to get muti-pin adaptors. and speakers

anyway, very funny. ms lle was calling ms wong...but my brain was dead this morning, so i when ms wong's phone rang i was like: "hey, charis is calling"

it din occur to me that it was ms wong's phone , and that charis was ms lee. lolz

yaoyong had to withdraw $20 cos he paid his last 20 to buy us food. so he went to the ATM...and accidentally pressed: withdraw $1000 ...LOLZ

haiz...no money lioah...all spent to buy stuff for ntu-jc challenge. made 4 truips to and ffro. lolz...spposed to be 2 trips but on both trips, i wasa abt to get back when our team leader got me to get mor estuff so i ended up goinf in circles.

during presentation to judges, i was in charge of pictures...haha...then this judge got fed up with me trying to manoevre like mad to get good shots, so he said: hey, here, then offered his place...hahha:P

preparations for the finale...damned depressed an tired now. xy says i could be suffering from PMS...i thot i only had a female OS not physiology...but when i told her that my butt crack has been bleeding these days she went into hysterical laughter.

she really bought the pms theory after that. haiz. not good.

./end