metsumi

today caleb went to tell the same thing

that means it's VERy serious.

i can only say 1 thing
gomen nasai

hate my self for that dream i had a few days ago.

alos hate myself for being stupid.

and then xy told me the same words when her2 broke off with me. or rejected..wadeva.

'time heals all wounds...'

im like.....this phrase...AGAIN!the heck....

i shall from this day call her thaw..." Time Heals All Wounds"(is that her fav phrase?)

so apt-cos she always wanted to be icy cold

and she replied by saying from now on she'll call me...AFOOL

a fool?

yes...

Always Falling Out Of Love....

so apt...cos i always make such a fool of myself becos of my emotions.


Gazette - Reila
Reila...Deatte kara doredake onaji kizu wo oi
Doredake sasae atta?
Kimi ga tsurai toki ni wa hoka nodare yori
Boku dake ni oshiete hoshikattaJijitsu ga
me ni yakitsuku
Mugon de fudou no kimi wa nani wo omou
Riyuu nado iranai sa
Tada boku no kimi wo kaeshite kurereba
Nokosareta boku yori mu ni natta kimi wa
Dorehodo tsurai darou ka
Mada nanimo hajimattenai no ni
Mada kimi ni kono kotoba ietenai no ni doko e
Reila...
Kimi no na wo yonde mite mo
This voice does not reach you...
Reila...
Me wo akete?? uso da to waratte misete yo...
Ashita wa doko e yukou
Kimi ga nozomu nara doko e demo yuku yo
Kimi wa itsumo sou boku ga omou hodo
Dokoka e itte shimauMata boku wo nokoshi hitori de hashitte yukun da ne
Mou todokanai mou todokanai
Yatto kimi ni aeta no niGaman shiteta mono ga subete afurete
Namida ni natte koboreta
Reila...
Ienakatta kono kotoba wo
Reila...
Ima koko de kimi ni utau yo
Reila...
Dare yori mo kimi wo ai shiteru
Reila...
Ai shiteiru.
ai shiteiru...
Futari ga ita heya ima mo sono mama
Kagi mo kakezu ni
Itsudemo kimi ga kaette koreru you ni
Zutto matteru yo
wakatteru kedo
Ima de mo kimi ga doa wo akeru sugata ga mierun da
Ashita wa kitto kaette kite kureru kana

gazette-anti-pop

choushi ii koto bakka narabete hozaite
SUTEEJI tacha kawai(?) kobutte kobi utte
share dakaka nandaka shira nee keredo kakko wari ze
ouchi ni kaette MOMMY no mune demo mondoke
AND IT DOES NOT COME OUT!
taikutsu datta kinou ni tsuba haite
kisei ni shitagau POP ni nakayubi tatete
yaritai you ni yarusa mawari wa kankei nee ze
buchi kowasou ze IN MY WAY !!

LET’s GO !IT Is OUR TURN!
STAND UP! RISE YOUR FIST!
LET’$ GO IT I$ OUR TURN
DESTRUCTIVE MUSIC YEAH



./ end haiz...all i want now is redemption and forgiveness from her.