mission aborted.

ok...
why did i listen to munfong then?

stupid me.

shld've stopped then.

but i din.

so now there's a fiasco.

darn u s13... i was expecting u to keep it silent. but u went to tease her

damn u white anxian- why were u so stupid to put those pics up?

crap...munfong why did u have to tell me to hold on...and now tell me the truth...

haiz...

now i have to clean up the mess i made.... crapxxor!

this gives me a few things i will pray for tonite- pray for redemption...pray that she will forgive me and accept me as a platonic fren in the future.- this is gonna be hard.

anyway-to xy, black anxian is back. betcah missed him. now with teh eradication of teh lovesick white anxian, black anxian is back. now darker with teh introduction of visual kei, and even more morbid. he's back with a vengence.

die white anxian!be buried along with those dreams.

well still got frens like charles. that's nice.

and hope i can do soemthing to redeem myself for teh things i've doen wrong.

ex dream- x(anime) produced by larc en ciel


Romaji Lyrics
izure koware yuku kono sekai ni wa
yume ya kibou to ka dou demo ii
kokoro no naka de nemuru kimi wa mezameru koto nai kedo
kaerarenu mirai o sono te de kanjite
Burning for your life
itsuka moetsukiru kono inochi o sasagete mo
(for the perfect dream)
Drowning in my dream
tatoe oborete mo yume wa yume de shika nai
kimi wa star light
hikari afureteku sono sekai ni wa
kimi no tamashii ga michite yuku
mushou no ai o negau tenshi wa mezameru to sugu ni
owari yuku mirai o kono te de uketomete
Burning for my life
itsuka tsukihateru kono inochi wa modoranai
(for the eX dream)
Drowning in your dream
tatoe oborete mo yume no tsuzuki wa doko e
boku wa moon light
Burning for your life
yagate otozureru sono kibou ni kakete demo
(for the perfect dream)
Drowning in my dream
tatoe taorete mo nigedashitari wa shinai
Burning for my life
kesshite mayowanai kono kimochi wa tomaranai
(for the eX dream)
Drowning in your dream
tomo ni tsukisusumu ashita e no michi to naru
bokura wa star light



English Translation
Of this world, the end is coming
Dreams and hopes do not matter
Inside your heart, you are sleeping
but you will not wake up
Feel the hand of a future that cannot be changed
Burning for your life
This life will burn out someday, even if you try to cling to it
(for the perfect dream)
Drowning in my dream
Even if it's remembered, a dream is only a dream
You are star light
In that world, overflowing with shines
Your spirit will die out
Soon after the delivery of love by a wishing angel,
With it's hand, stopping the end of the future
Drowning for my life
Someday it will hit, this life cannot go back
(for the eX dream)
Drowning in your dream
Even if it's remembered, where will the dream continue?
I am moon light
Drowning for your life
A surprise is on the way, even if hope is held on to
(for the perfect dream)
Drowning in my dream
Even if destruction occurs, I will not run away
Drowning for my life
Never undecided, this feeling will not stop
(for the eX dream)
Drowning in your dream
A rushing companion, this will be the road of tomorrow
I am star light


actually just nice- my napfa coming up. this is bound to give me the boost i need to go further. just like how her 2 dumped me last year and i ran 10 mins 50 secs the next morning. im sure that this will push me to go fast. yosh!

of cos if she wants me to disapear from her sights. i can do that. will just learn from splinter cell or metal gear solid haha. cos unfortunately there's soem times i will not be able to avoid her. oh wells. crap. so that would be unavoidable. somehow, i wish she would coem up to me and slap me. slap me hard. wake me up. i dont want this dream anymore. i want reality. i was something real.

ray-gazette
Sakende... koe ga kareru made hikari sasu ano basho made todoke Shisen wa tsubusare nani hitotsu miezu, nani hitotsu kanjinai Tesaguri makase no aimai na keshiki fuan ni taekirezu Hitori kiri ga kowai sogaikan ni kuruu koko kara wa nigerarenai Hidoku atama ga itai hakiki ga tomaranai isso koroshitekure "If these eyes didn't know the ray..." Sakende... koe ga kareru made hikari sasu ano basho made todoke Sakende... nodo ga yakitsuku hodo hikari naki koko kara nigedaseru made omo(i) oshi kakaru no wa fuan to shitsuboukan no mite jibun ga doko no dareka mo dandan wakan naku natte dareka ni sukari ikiteiku no ga konna ni mo tsuraku kurushikute shinda hou ga mashita to nando mo omotteimashita... "If these eyes didn't know the ray..." Sakende... koe ga kareru made hikari sasu ano basho made todoke Sakende... nodo ga yakitsuku hodo hikari naki koko kara nigedaseru made Hikari sasu hou e...


tokyo shijuu-gazette
tousan, kaasan. watashi, ano hito to Tokyo de kurasu koto ni shimashita. baka na koto da to haji jyuubun wakattemasu. Watashi datte mou kodomo jya arimasen. jibun de kangaeremasu. gomen nasai. saigo no wagamama yurushite kudasai…] ai suru hito ga ima no watashi no subete desu anata ga iru kara watashi ga watashi de irareru no ano hi anata kara watasareta tokyo yuki no kippu to uchiakete kureta, shourai to yume wa [kono machi wo dete tokyo de issho ni kurashite kurenai ka?] watashi wa sukoshi tomadoi nagara mo ureshikatta fuan nante sukoshi mo nakatta ai suru hito ga issho desu kara tsurai toki ya sabishii toki mo tashou aru deshou ga tayoru kazoku mo sutete kimashita baka na amae ya miren mo zenbu anata to no atarashii jinsei to yume no tame ni mazushisa ga mi ni shimi wataru dakedo anata ga iru kara kaeri wo matsu jikan saemo shiawase de afureteru kokoro wo komete tsukutta anata ga suki na ryouri yorokobu kao ga hayaku mitai… mitai desu [Tokyo no seikatsu ni mo narete kimashita. ano hito wa mainichi yoruosoku made oshigoto ganbattemasu. Sono sei desyou ka, saikin genki ga nai you ni omoemasu. watashi ga kitte mo, tada kutabireta egao wo miseru dake de kotaete kuremasen. shinpai de shikata nai desu.] [tadaima.] totemo yasashii anata no koe tsurai toki wa itsumo futari de sasae atta donna ni fukou demo futari nara daijyoubu datta ai ga sameta wake jya nai tada otagai no kimochi ga soppo wo muiteta dake hajimete anata ga naiteta shakai ni yabureta yoru nante koe wo kaketara ii ka…oshiete yume no tame ni naku shita shiawase na katei wa mae wo mukezu tada kuyashikute naite iru mazushisa ga mi ni shimiru futari wa te wo totte kisetsu hazure no senkou hanabi wo mitsumeteru kono hidane ga ochite miren ga nakunattara me wo tojite gokkan no umi he… futari de. tsunaida te ga hodokete mu ni naru watashi to anata [anata to sugoshita jyuu san ka getsu kan. hontou ni iroiro arimashita ne. Issyo ni ita kara yoku wakarimasu. ganbari sugite tsukareta desho? mou daijyoubu watashi zutto issho ni iru kara. gomen ne tousan, kaasan. atashi kono hito nashi jya ikite ikenai. shinpai sasete gomen nasai. gomen nasai. gomen nasai…]

./end campaign(mission failed)