chase jayce? NO!

ok, so today PE. 4got to bring pe attire so i was juts doing my own stuff. apparent jayce was alone. but that's spposed to be none of my business...that is until choonhus comes up to me and say: hey look, she's alone, here is ur chance man. but i din. i couldn't. i juts told choon hua, u noe wad, it's over between me and her. but over the one hr he kept asking me to join her. wtf....lik:'cum'on she's alone over there, just join her lah!'

but i remain rooted.

bcos i was scared.

i was scared of falling for her again.

im afraid of saying the wrong things.

im afraid to be hurt again.

so i decided not to.

then i rmbered that i never told him anything abt jayce...

so i asked: ' wait a min..how did u noe?'

'well it's so obv, and cumone, im still ur classmate..' -_-lll
near the end of PE one of her frens came and sat with her.

then choon hua is like : oh look u missed ur chance le.

well, simply put.

im ok with that.

1-there was never a chance to begin with.

2-im afriad of relighting a fire that should be dead.

noe wad sux.

i felt WWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY depressed after that.

gdness noes why.

>_<

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