cold blooded killer

ok, today, i had more morbid stuff...

they were talking abt decorating the classroom. for cny. and i suggested hey...why not do it teh simple way? take 1 penknife. take me. cut my throat. the blood from the artery shld spurt very far. and it shld only take a few moments to use all my blood to paint the walls red. then velu said: this... u are damned morbid. why thank u.

anyway, cant say talked to HER ...but at least had a 0.5 min converstaion. made me a lil happier...tho not by much.

went to velu's class, saw this tupid bird which put its head into a pole...then velu was like: why is that bird headless...hhaha...then i got siabn and decided to help his class with their cny decoration...by making fish....

hahha...mine was teh angelfish varaint...'as angus would put it) and apparently becos they wanmt no.s...not quality...they did the oversimplified version...and they want it all standardised...so when eugene asked: aiyo who did this?
i said me
then apologized.
'gomen ne mina san'
dun think they understand...

meanwhile, stapler i borrowed from qihan is missing. so i had to kope 1 from s13...sigh..think i'll return 1 to them tml...

weapons training: was damned pissed last nite, so i decided to go for a little weapons training...first stop: penknife. i tried stabbing but the blad broke upon stabbing teh wooden drawer. so i tried slashing instead...ahh much better...
next i tried teh hardened lock. it's the one that;'s so hard, i cracked my floor at home by dropping that lock from waist level...scary shit...

physics lect...found out taht SHE dropped physics...but it's ok

then for GP lesson i kept thinking abt HER...cant really explain why...it will prob remain a mystery for a while.couldn't concentrate...haiz...

something's wrong with me and i dunno wad im supposed to do abt it.

neeed backup...

./to be continued